time

time has passed. time always passes; always moving and i still cannot place it. as hard as i try- have tried- i cannot make it fit into the equation. no matter the variable, or the constant, it wants no part of either. it refuses to be an letter or a number, and i have surrendered the idea of trying to fit it nicely into any structured form. because time will pass as it pleases, and i am just the fool who feels as if i can figure it all out. only now, time as passed, and my words have failed me as the always do, and i am foolish enough to think i could ever be right. for what i have learned in the last year, in probably more time than that, is that time befriends no one. time is the constant variable, and the variable that is constant. and i cannot make a second any shorter or longer than a second. but perhaps there is still truth to find. and maybe it is my rummaging though these words that allow me to find my answer, or maybe it is just the rummaging that is the answer...i cannot know, but finally, maybe, just maybe, i am willing to find out.